to us

some week its been. its funny how emotions are held in bottled up for the longest time and then just one small, relatively insignificant event can instigate the outburst of everything, in the most unglamourous of ways mind you. whatever it is, it really helps to have your friends by your side. and then i guess you sit and lament about how terribly childish you were and you can't help but feel silly the way you reacted but then again, that's what friends are for. (:

at least that "once-in-a-year-sucky-week" is over and things should definately be looking up from now on. im sorry sam, im not going to make this post as emo as i promised to because honestly, im feeling pretty high-ish now. the emo-ness ain't just going to flow. and i just read your entry which made me laugh more then reflect. so there. haha.

i havnt been blogging in the longest time.

i think this world lacks genuinity. im not saying im the most genuine of people or i mean everything i say, its just that i met these four people on monday, briefly, had dinner with them on tuesday, and sent them off on wednesday. three days, out of which i was with them for barely four hours, made me realise how superficial things around us are. these four random people made me so impressed by them. here's the catch, they're pakistani. hahahah. not that im into the whole political shit, i honestly don't give a damn if they killed my long-gone ancestors because whatever happened in the past was there. its our generation that counts and if nothing seems to be wrong when we're face-to-face, it's all good on my side.

anyways, these guys dint make any effort whatsoever to impress, or to appear humble or anything. its just in their nature. it really hit a chord for all of us. the NTU MUN people, and kat and me (: i din't see the purpose of getting us aquainted until just yesterday when i realised how genuine they really were during their short stay.

its genuinity that makes all of us act and react. it's what really matters in any relationship at the end of the day. it makes us feel secure. it sure as hell makes me feel secure. the feeling that i can count on someone for being there for me, the feeling that i am confidient im not being cheated in anyway. that roseate feeling of security. its all we need isn't it?

alright. this post's more emo than i said it'd be. haha. whatever.

on the brighter side, valentines day is coming. god, this year's going to suck because of YOU. you better come back for a holiday soon cause i miss you ALL like nobodies business. i got the snailmail. it din't help at all. haha.

the chickens are calling. don't you dare never listen. !!!